• State 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself.
• The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.

1. If you want to contact me through my phone, I'll probably won't answer any calls because I'm always not with it. Yep, like that. 8Db
2. I never keep stuff to myself UNLESS, if you specifically ask me personally not to tell anyone. Then I won't.
3. I have this perception of very low self worth. D:
   
4. I love the colour green and orange. Contrast, much?
5. I admit I'm tall. At 15, standing at a height of 167 cm, and I fucking want to get taller.
6. I SWEAR. F***N' LOT.
7. I don't like lying about the things I should lie about.
8. I trust people easily 8Db
9. I usually keep my toenails to grow really long until I'm forced to cut it off. XD
10. I am in love with Sousuke Aizen-sama, Dino Cavallone, and Takagi Akito. On the other hand, I love Ash, Tardfuck (<3), and Billy.
11. I hate my forehead. D:
    
12. I am very, very, very, very, very, sarcastic.
    
13. I love to sing too.
    
14. I still don't have a tablet, and I will continue failing without one. dDX
15. I WANT TO BE A GUY. plzplzplzplz. T___T let me wake up one day as a guy. aih.

Labels: boredom, tagg'd

going as dino on the second day of CF. probably a confirmation, but i need to study the character damn shit religiously, not to mention WHERE. THE FUCK. CAN I FIND. HIS TATTOO. PICTURE. THAT'S CLEAR. AND USABLE. AS REFERENCEZ.

Labels: cosplay, KHR

Is a fucking headache. I got a new layout! -yay.- Much shinier than the last one, with loads amounts of editing and going back and forth between Photoshop, Blogger and Photobucket. Glad it's halfway done. You can pull down the box up there, OMFG! Meet Takagi.

He's quickly becoming the Second, below Aizen-sama.

Will edit the comment boxes later... I'm sleepy.

d00d, I think I need painkillers; re-learning everything you've known before is a freaking nightmare. Not to mention not saving your work before Firefox closes at its own will. (It did happen. Otherwise, I would've posted this 1 hour ago.) Fuck you, Firefoxxxx! But you're better than IE, that's for sure.

Ugh.

I need to sleep.

Good night.

Fanfics:

For you vultures picking on my fanfic status, yes, I'm working on Bonds, and Shiro's being a bitch to work with. Beat his ass. BEAT IT.

As for TEG2P -

Grimmjow needs to be socked in the head.

That is all.

Labels: blather, fanfic, htmling, layout

Very, very much behind work. I'm sorry for those of you who read my fanfics and read this blog in hopes to find something related to any of them. Well, there you have it! Something related to my writings!

I'm seriously behind Bonds, aren't I? So, I sincerely apologize for those of you who are foaming in the mouth waiting for me to fucking update. I just recently got a review that smacked me back to life.

'WHY HAVEN'T YOU UPDATEDDD!!!'

To this anonymous reviewer, thank you for making me realize that I need to do this. XD Sometimes, I just need a little push.

Or a shove down a cliff.

So thank you! Whoever you are. I think I know who you are. (No, it's not you, Xan. I think.) See you in a couple of (hopefully), hours. Just make me stay off the Cabal Online.

But... But I'm level 38. (Atm.)

With Shadowsteel.

I need to get SS+3 Adepttttt!!! ;________;

Labels: fanfic, writing

I'm actually pretty lonely.

x

I'm sure a lot of people know how it feels to just sit there and not know what to do while your cousins/mom/dad/whofuckever bustles around doing crap and you feel like shit because you don't know what the fuck to help with.

And the stupidest thing is when you do try to help, they just shoot you down by saying "You're seriously bad at this".

Well sorry for getting in the way. Why do you think I don't help most of the time? WTF. It's like wanting one thing and the other. Don't fucking judge me.

Don't judge me.

I don't even know what's worse - being labeled incompetent or being labeled useless.

I fucking hate being the eldest girl in the family. I fucking hate being a girl, period. It's like a shitload of stupid expectations like being good with the knife, or something. Prejudice is so fucking dumb.

Labels: deep and meaningful, emo post

Or so what I told Xan.

I was goddamn ored today in my room. I saw my binding bandages. Then I saw my brother's clothes. So probably, by now, knowing the fucktard I am - naturally my Stupid (C) will show up.

SO THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED. XD

"WTF I'M A GUY NOOOO!"


"Wait."

"YESSSS! Victory to the M-man!!!oneoneshift+1"

Mwahahahaa!

Labels: cosplay, WTFLOLWTF

bring it back into black
get the shit on
with your freak on
with the things on
on on on

line

shock and awe and amaze me
be good
ERASE ME get the fuck off
and go and
get the back off
why don't you
go back back back back
do the trackback
heel the front and
kill the fun and

fine

ticker tick and tickin' round the clock
be sure to know
draw two arms and legs and
whatcha know

bring out the band
give a bright smile
split your lips
into two
screaming up around all about
what's going on?

television on show
for sale
kicking up in the hearts of men
why don't you
SCREAM

for ice ice ice
cream

say the words you wanna hear
be the person you've always been
scare the shit
right outta them and

bring it back into black

some fear it has on
things to show
for sale and to be
sure for sure
that all the hands
and all the hoods to
see in space are
gone for good.

Labels: poem

Hopefully, I can puasa / fast tomorrow. Y_Y

Changed the layout colors again. It was too black for me. (Lol.)

Definition of Meme:

A unit of cultural information, such as a cultural practice or idea, that is transmitted verbally or by repeated action from one mind to another.

Fucking shit technical-much? I always thought it was just a bunch of questions you pass around.

So, I'm tagging all of you tardfucks. Do what you want; do this one too. 8D

MEME-1

1. What are some of your nicknames?
In RL: Nikk (once...) Marr, Woman, Fucktard, You Dumb Shit, ETC. (Sound famillar? xD) In the Intrawebs: Marr. XD Go figure.

2. What do you do before bedtime?
I check my e-mail. Then, I hoard everything writable (esp. my pencil case and my sketchbook [a.k.a. a bunch of papers into a file] and maybe a notebook, then draw/write/crap on the paper I have on hand atm) with me to the bed. My phone comes with me. 8D I usually fall asleep before I can write anything... Lol.

3. What fandom(s) are you most into at the moment?
Bakuman and Bleach. Mostly Bakuman atm, but Aizen-sama is my number ONE. (You people are probably saying: "Oh shit, there she goes again with her Aizen-sama this and Aizen-sama that and she's NOT GOING TO STOP!" Point noted, and I don't resent it at ALL. 8D)

4. What is your favorite scent?
Uh. Probably the scent of any Herbal Essences shampoo. o_o

5. What video games are you playing at the moment?
Fatal Frame 3, Command & Conquer 3: Kane's Wrath, and Cabal Online.

6. What do you eat the most?
Uhh... Eggs. As for drinks, usually chrysanthemum tea because it's the only thing that doesn't make my throat hurt.

7. Do you trust easily?
Fucking shit yes. >_> So if you lose/lost that trust, byebye.

8. What was your first big fandom?
... Had to be Naruto. Then, Sasuke happened.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
My parents's comments about me being incompetent (particularly my dad). His words, to me, are like lasers piercing through the very bottom of my heart. Or some metaphorical flowery shit like that.

10. Do you have a good body-image?
I like my palms. My body-image is weird. I hate it sometimes and I like it sometimes and I just don't give a fuck most of the time.

11. What's your favorite Holiday?
Any holiday where I can stay in front of the computer or go out with my friends and fangirl to my heart's content.

12. What websites do you visit most?
My blog, my e-mail (Hotmail), LJ, Comic Fiesta, Cosplay Fiesta, and some other sites I forgot.

13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My mom, my dad, my younger brothers, Ash, Xan, Billy, Fiwa. xD;

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Nobody tagged me >_> Probably they'll just do it for the lolz. Takde kerja...

15. What’s the last song that got stuck in your head?
Play With Me by Extreme. I really, love that song. That, and Shake It by Metro Station.

16. What’s your favorite item of clothing?
My white-with-orange-shoelaces shoes.

17. What's better: to give or to receive?
To take :D

18. What would you do if you saw $100 lying on the ground?
Look around for the owner, then take it. Then look around for moar.

19. What items could you not go without during the day?
My paper-file-that-is-my-sketchbook, or any personal notebook at the time. I CANNOT. STAND. PEOPLE LOOKING AT IT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION.

20. What should you be doing right now?
My homework >__> And writing. AND, fanarting.

Labels: blather, meme, puasa, wtf

breathe, in
look at the window
like what you see?
raining and raining
is what's in front of me

sunshine's a liar
it never stays on
you can't keep it close
and once you look
away
it's already gone.

wish you can touch the light?
feel the heat;
(get outside)
green and brown all over
and under your feet

wish you could wonder
how the feeling sets in
the water's rising over
it's time to begin

stretch your hands out
the warmth is a lie
what you feel now
is something going by -

fast, quick, slow.
go and watch it flow.
raining raining raining
on your hand;
the water's running

breathe out
look in the house and
like what you see?
or you don't
want to see

the rain soaks your shirt

you feel the cold
and so does the earth

Labels: poem, wtf

Edited, Monday, 8th September 2008.

Labels: bakuman, cosplay, KHR